I've never doubted myself more than I have these last few months in terms of whether or not I can physically and mentally do something. I have less than 30 days to go before the start and I am so unsure of things. I don't feel good on the bike but I really think it's just my head. When I compare numbers and times, things seem to be ok but I feel so much more pain. Heather said she doesn't think I wanna do the race because of the experience this year but just to cut the head off this thing. She may be right. I have some big days/expectations mapped out and I do not know if I can meet them.
I got home tonight from an overnighter and did 120 miles in the last 24 hours. I hurt. I did get some cool pics so I'll post those tomorrow when I wake up.
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