Monday, August 4, 2008

What a ride

23 racers had the stones to line up for this ridiculous ride. I was a nervous wreck during the hours leading up to the race. It was extremely hot when we left Waterton Canyon at 12:04 on Monday. Later that night I would find out that someones computer (mounted on their bars) registered 108 degrees in the canyon. The pace started out really high. My max heart rate is right at 183 beats per minute and I didn't see below 179ish for the entire first hour. I even got off and sat down to try and make it come down but the adrenaline was silly. On the long downhill, it was slightly better but I still hovered in the high 160's.

It took me 2 hours longer than normal to make it to Wellington Lake (end of the 3rd segment). I ate a hot meal there and crawled in my bag for a 30 minute nap. I felt pretty good when I woke up and rode until 11:30 that night and camped. I got up at 4:30 in the morning and started again. The Taryall detour is stupid long and hot. I made it through and rode all day with no real breaks and camped at 10,2XXish just up from Kenosha Pass on the way to Georgia Pass. It was chilly that night. I got another early start and made it up to Georgia Pass (incredibly beautiful) and down to Breck. Once in Frisco I ate multiple meals in a nice brewery where the girl was nice enough to deal with my stench.

After a killer nap and a surreal conversation with an older gentlemen in the park, I moved on to Copper Mountain. The trail climbs hard there as it approaches Elk Ridge. I camped at about 10,500 that night and froze my ass off. I woke up with everything covered in thick frost. It's not so pleasant putting on wet/frozen cycling shorts at 4:30 in the morning. I cried out. When you make it to Elk Ridge and think you've got it made, the CTR kicks you in the teeth with Kokomo Pass. During the first 2 days, I hurt in places I didn't even know could hurt. It was painful to sit in a booth at a restaurant. After Kokomo I got to see the 10th Mountain Division huts. I had been wanting to see these for a year. It was incredible to stand there and think about all the soldiers that had trained there during WWII (let alone all the people that had visited and stood in the same spot as me through the years). This was easily one of the coolest parts of the ride for me.

Next up was Tennessee Pass and more climbing. Getting into Leadville really sucked and was one of the most painful days for me. Headwind...climbing...and the lights were completely out. I don't know how I got into town. Once in town I think I ate 3 burgers and three orders of hash browns. Each burger had bacon, chez, and I even had the cook throw an egg on for good measure. It was strange to ride through town and see things like ice cream and just know that it was an abolute emergency to stop and get it. Coffee was a huge priority. I had some minor concerns with my bike and let Brian and Chris at Cycles of Life look it over. They did a lot of work and only wanted a handshake for the effort. In Leadville, I even bought a giant Fosters beer and drank it as I rode the back roads towards Buena Vista and picked out my camping spot.

The beer must have done me good b/c the next day, I did 75 miles of mostly singletrack and just killed it. I made it into Buena right about lunch time and put a serious beat down on a large pizza while random people looked on and wondered who the dirty guy making all the eating noises was. BV is the last civilization until Lake City so after stocking up on enough food to last me 3 days, it was day one all over again. Super heavy load. From there riders climbed 10 miles up Cottonwood Pass to hit the trail again. I climbed at a snails pace up that and hurt like never before. I talked with people in town about how fun the singletrack had been coming into BV and they said I'd love the next section. THEY WERE WRONG AND I CURSED THEM FOR HOURS!!!! It was like Groundhog Day. The same stupid 1/4 mile of lame trail kept repeating over and over for 4 hours.

At maybe 7, I made it through that trail and hit pavement. I came to a T and studied the map for at least 20 minutes. Right or left? It's not a difficult decision when things are perfect. I made a left and before I knew it I could see the prison in BV. Wrong way. Once I realized this I yelled creative things that even I've never heard before as I turned around to ride back up hill and into a wicked headwind. I walked and think I even cried. Hours later, I finally made it to the intersection and proceeded on. It was dark, I was on a small highway and I was cooked. I made it to the Princeton Hot Springs. As luck would have it there were no rooms at all. The lady felt terrible for me and gave me a Coke and offered to give me a free soak in the hot springs. I so wanted to soak but I knew I'd pay for it in the morning if I had to put on wet bib shorts at 40 degrees. I rode up the mountain to find the trail again and was so exhausted, I just slept on the ground. It was a warm night and the sticks and pine cones felt wonderful. The cactus did hurt though.

The next morning I rode back down to the Hot Springs because there was a store there and I figured I'd gorge myself while I could. I ate 2 horrible faux egg mcmuffin sandwiches, a burrito, a huge ice cream sandwich, 2 bananas, an apple, and some donuts and downed countless bottles of fluids. The woman behind the counter was a real bitch and told me she didn't care for cyclists. I was really cranky and apparently had no control over my mouth. I told her I didn't give a shit what she liked and asked her to ring me out. She did. Then I asked if I could use her hose out back to clean up a bit and get more water. She said sure. It was a weird exchange for sure.

The trail climbs up and then eventually drops down to highway 50. This section was pretty cool but it was where I would encounter the first lightning storms of the trip. A small, isolated storm formed right over me and, try as I might, I just couldn't get away from it. The cold rain felt good and I handled the occassional lightning like half a man. I hit 50 feeling real good. I ate some Mac and Cheez and then started up the trail as it followed Fooses Creek. Here the trail climbs from 89XX up to 11,9XX in 8 miles as it approaches the Continental Divide. This was my favorite section of trail although it was probably the most difficult. The ecosystem was totally different. I had seen pine forests, aspen groves, desert-like sage brush conditions, but now I was in this very lush and green surrounding filled with tons and tons of incredible wild flowers. The bridges that crossed the ceek were all rustic. This night I camped at 11,2XX. For dinner I ate a raw potato. It seemed like a good idea that would get me through to Lake City. It wasn't too bad. If I would have had foil, I suppose I could have built a fire and had baked potato. Lesson learned.

Up early again and climbing this unreal hike a bike section to the top of the divide. Once I got up there, I watched the sun come up and it was here that I noticed my shoes as I changed socks. I had bought some super comfy Specialized shoes just for this race. Before the race, I had put on brand new toe spikes. They were gone. Completely worn down to nothing. Then I noticed the carbon soles. Due to all the hike a bike sections, I had actually worn through the carbon soles and could put my finger through to the inside of the shoe. I figured it was only a matter of time until the the soles became too weak to hold the cleat and I'd be stuck with no clipless pedals at all and doing the Fred Flinstone thing.

I started to ride down the other side of the Divide and noticed my rear brake was dragging a lot. I stopped and started to adjust it. I was happy with it and gave it one last spin to make sure and then I heard the rear hub grinding. I had mentioned to Brian in Leadville that I thought my freehub was acting up but he really thought the new chain I had installed before leaving home just needed to be stretched out a bit. The popping from the hub got worse. I then remembered that hy WTB hubs develop a bit of play in the bearings unless you really put the nuts to them and tighten them hard. Then I remembered that Brian had removed my rear wheel to check the dish and wondered if maybe he hadn't tightened as much as I do. The skewer was very loose and then I questioned whether or not the bearings had been loose since Leadville and maybe I wallowed them out a bit. When I tightened up the skewer and spun the wheel it was way worse and I knew it was trouble.

Sometimes I would talk to and cuss at the trail along the way. I told the trail that I still wasn't quitting. I figured that none of the people that donated to the LAF ever said no, nor did my wife when I had to put in the 8 hour days. Ghisallo Sports never knew that word existed anytime I asked for something. I don't know that I've ever quit any bike race or anything I've started. There are times when I sucked but I would always ride through it. I might have come in last but I am not a quitter. So I told the dirt in front of me that it was gonna have to do better than that. I started riding again. Now the front brake (which had been giving me some headaches for several months) started rearing it's ugly head. I worked on it for 30 minutes and just couldn't get it to stop dragging. I un-bolted the entire front caliper and taped it to the fork leg and flipped the trail the bird and carefully navigated the scree-filled downhill. The noise from the hub got worse and worse. At this time I started to get emotional and asked if this was the end of my ride. I screamed, cried out to the sky (like an Oscar winning performance) "NO!!!!!!!!......WHY!!!!!!!" It was quite dramatic. I even went as far as to throw my bike.

Then I ate and wiped my eyes and assessed my options. As I saw it...I could quit, try and make it as is, or head to the nearest town and hope to fix it and get back on. I was worried whether I had enough food to last me to Lake City while riding and I knew I didn't have enough to make it there hiking. A mechanical like the rear hub could really put me in a dangerous situation. So I decided to back track. I sent out a help signal to my wife and started on my way. I couldn't ride the downhill without a front brake. I removed the pads and pressed on the piston as hard as I could and finally got it to budge just a bit. Then I was able to force the caliper back on. It rubbed horribly but I figured it was downhill and didn't care.

When I finally made it back to 50, the front brake worked great but I didn't have anymore pads left. A truck happened to pull up just then and it had 3 downhill rigs in the back. I asked if I could use a cell phone but there was no service. It was amazing to me how many people during the last week would see me in towns and say, "Are you in that race?" After I explained the situation to these guys, they offered to give me a ride to Salida which was 15 miles away. I laughed and said I probably had tons of time before my wife would be there. At that point, I decided to find a bar in Salida and eat and drink til I was merry. The guy offered me a beer and I accepted. I sipped on the best Coors I've ever had as I pedaled towards Salida.

After I finished the beer, I actually felt great and made the decision to at least go to a shop and have them look at the hub. Then I realized it was Sunday and knew nothing would be open. Absolute Bikes is in Salida and they rock but they were closed. I found a shop that I didn't even know existed called Otero. They were open and I walked in mumbling. I knew I was outta luck when I saw they had about 10 Felt singlespeed bikes and gobs of frisbees of all things. They were definitely your Felt SS and disc golf headquarters. The guy was nice enough to let me use the shop area and when I pulled the wheel off, I could feel the carnage in the rear hub bearings as I spun the axle in my fingers. I considered greasing it but I figured it was pretty likely that it might sieze up on me in the middle of Sargents Mesa and that would be bad. The next several sections hovered at 10,500-11,000 and to be caught in those sections with little food and dodging afternoon storms while walking with a loaded bike seemed sketchy.

My wife pulled in then. She hugged me and kissed me without throwing up. Just then a guy rode up on a cruiser and asked if I was in the race. I said I had been until 5 minutes ago. He said, "I've seen that look before. I knew you were loaded up for a big ride but what gave it away was the empty Coors can sitting next to you."

So that's about it. My bike rocked...except for the hub of course. I learned a ton. I want to thank everyone that supported me for this event. I think I have everyone listed on this site. If I've forgotten anyone...forgive me. I want to apologize for not being able to make it to Durango. I have no doubt that I would have made it if the mechanical hadn't popped up. The trail is the toughest I've ridden...hands down. Just when you think it's as bad as it can get, the CT throws it at you twice as hard with climbing, heat, storms, hike a bike, whatever. I have walked away from this much more intelligent than before. I WILL do this again next year. I don't think I'll raise money for the LAF b/c it would be selfish to ask for you all to become involved again. However, your support will easily carry over from this year.

I did get some really great photos from the trip and I'll be putting together something so I can share those with you all. I'll probably play around with my new Macbook and see about putting another site together. I even have some videos to share. I'll work on that in the coming days. Thanks again and be safe.

-Chris

10 comments:

Jim said...

Awesome write up and GREAT JOB!!! I've been thinking about all you guys out there and how I wish I could've been at the starting line this year. Hopefully next year I'll be able to line up with you!

Your honest writing is certainly inspiring. From your write up, I didn't think it looked like you had a bad time at all...Here's how I see it (metaphorically): Just like the trail, you've got to experience the 'valleys' to get a true sense of the heights of the 'peaks'. Sometimes people just want to hear the 'peaks' of your adventure, but it's the perseverance that you found within your soul to endure the climb that makes reaching the top so meaningful, leaving an indelible memory.

Chris said...

Thanks Jim. This was truly a life changing event for me and I didn't even get to see the portions I wanted to. It's sick but I am already going over things for next year.

I'm super jealous of Marshal right now man. So cool that he made it into Silverton. It's just unreal.

Anonymous said...

Chris, nice job. Eddie is my brother in law. He is in Silverton now getting food and a hotel room. He'll be headed out tomorrow morning at 3:30 or 4:00. Dan, has a site with some pics and video of you and Eddie. PM me on MTBR at KPRush1000 and I'll give you the link.

Kevin

Chris said...

I just got teary eyed again. Not b/c I'm mad or jealous but b/c Eddie and I talked so much about what it meant to us to get there.

I remember one particularly rough day when we were hiking through a nasty section and I called to him in front of me. He stopped, turned around and I stared at him and said, "We're really gonna do this man."

We talked about how proud we were going to be.

He's in my thoughts.

-Chris

jido said...

great job! even though you didnt make it the whole way. Reads like something from shackleton. I would have to agree with Jim that it is really good to hear the bad with the highs.
ji

Kyle B. Stone said...

Chris...this is Kyle...you and I rode together Monday night! Awesome job and great attempt on the CTR. I ended-up bailing Wednesday morning as I just could not recover from the heat on Monday and Tuesday. I bonked the worst ever Tuesday afternoon with shivering and overheating at the same time.

I made it to Keonosho pass then pulled the plug. I was cheering for your as I watched the race unfold.

I too learned a lot and will hit the race again next year with a lot less gear. Too much weight!!

I have a couple of pic's from our campsite Monday night....I'll e-mail them to you soon.

See ya soon!

Kyle

Anonymous said...

Chris,
Awesome job on your first attempt at this. I had a great time following on the spot board and the call-in's posted on mtbr. I was checking 3-4 times a day! I kept trying to imagine the emotions and thoughts that had to be going thru all of the riders. I know you'll be back and I can't wait to follow it.
Bogs.

Pedal Brake Pedal by TK said...

chris you're an inspiration. thanks for the excitement and your fantastic write-up!

Chris said...

Thanks for the kind words everyone. It's hard to describe how I feel right now. I thought about this race every day for the last year. Now it's going to haunt me for another 12 months. I'm not mad I'm just disappointed.

Craig said...

Chris, you don't know me. I'm one of the many lurkers following your quest vicariously as I sit in my cubicle in St. Louis nursing a broken hand from a short-track race.

I learned of your blog from TK's blog several months ago and have followed your preparations and the race all last week. I was inspired by your dedication and resolve. Don't take the lack of a finish as a failure, just a learning experience. You will have the memories your whole life and will certainly benefit positively from the lessons learned.

Great job, we're all proud of what you attempted and accomplished. It just wasn't in the cards this year. Next year I am confident you will make it. I just wish I could join you. I'm 41, have 3 kids and a wife that depend on my income, so I may have to hope to be the oldest CTR finisher in 10 years or so ;-)


Craig Thrasher